You never had a risk for HIV because you used a condom. All of your self induced paranoia about a disease that you were never exposed to is going to lead you on a downward spiral of wrong assumptions. Seek a therapist to overcome this irrational health phobia because your problem is not HIV.
There is no concept of 'fake condom'. Therefore, wrapper, no wrapper, condom not removed from the packet / wrapper in your presence and every other possible analogies don't make any logical sense. Condoms are made of latex and latex is a material that effectively causes a barrier to HIV transmission, there are no good latex or bad latex, you must have never seen a condom brand's communication claiming to be the strongest instead it's pleasure, scent etc.
It seems you are worried due to either a guilt of something or simply due fear of dying from HIV. Your worries are your own issues in your head, it has nothing to do with condom, csw or any thing else.
We won't be surprised to see you complaining about so many symptoms as there are thousands like yourself with absolutely no risk do the same thing here on this forum, no one ever has ever tested positive and the advice to each one has been constant - See a therapist.
Your best option now is to seek help for your paranoia, you were never exposed and you didn't possess a risk for an HIV transmission.
my frequent infections is driving me crazy every time I am having infections I know it's cold and fever season from where I come but still only I am getting infections
You havent got a risk for hiv as protected sex with condom prevents hiv infection,provided the condom dint failed apart totally.
Also a handjob is too a non risk event for hiv too.