Well until you pay and post in the expert forum you don't get a responce from a Dr.
We don't give numbers on this forum. I suggest you seek a therapist as your mental status need help ASAP.
Take a DUO test at 28 days and this will give you a very reliable result, then follow up with a 3 month antibody test for a conclusive result.
sounds like, from her reaction to the condom failing, that she was more worried about YOU infecting her with something.
as vance suggested...test to know your status.
I doubt that I can do a test because I would immediately kill my self if it turned out positive.
But ... from your posting I read that there was a high chance???
Someone once told me that odds that she is + are like 1/1000, odds for transmission during intercourse if one partner is + are 1/2000 (specially in such a brief exposure).
Together that would be a Risk of 1:2000000, but if that was true why would you tell me to get tested? I mean the risk of dying from lightning today is also 1:2000000 but you are not telling me to stay at home, so how can the chance be so low and you at the same time seeing a need to test.
Was the risk higher??? :-(
I am totally freaking out, I am again drinking some liquor right now! I can i ever calm down ?!
I think I know how you feel. I did the same when I had a HIV scare. I did a lot of probability play like you do. But I don't think any probability play will do us any good. It would continuously repeats itself and you'll get worried again and again.
I think the only way out is to get tested. If it is negative, it would be very good. But if it is positive, it's not the end, there are ways to stay healthy for many years.
"I doubt that I can do a test because I would immediately kill my self if it turned out positive."
COMING TO THIS FORUM, SPEAKING OF KILLING YOURSELF, IS VERY DISRESPECTFUL TO THOSE HERE WHO HAVE HIV/AIDS OR HAVE A LOVED ONE WHO DOES.
why would we tell you to get tested?
YOU HAD AN EXPOSURE WITH SOMEONE WHOSE STATUS IS UNKNOWN TO YOU.
THE CHOICE IS YOURS...YOU CAN EITHER TEST AT THE APPROPRIATE TIME TO KNOW YOUR STATUS OR YOU CAN WALLOW AROUND IN SELF PITY...DRINKING YOURSELF INTO A STUPOR.
I, PERSONALLY, WOULD RATHER KNOW THAT I "DONT" HAVE HIV THAN LIVE MY LIFE THINKING I DO.