Ejaculated between thighs

[Veer777]

Recently I went to a massage place. After the usual massage, the girl asked me if I wanted extras and also offered sex which I categorically refused. She then offered a body-to-body massage which I accepted, however to my surprise she opened all her clothes including underwear. She lay down beside me and I sucked her nipples for a bit and then she stroked my penis a little. All this while I was careful not to touch her vagina with my fingers.

Then she offered that I rub my penis between her thighs which I foolishly agreed but remember that I was looking at the lower portion of her thighs and aiming to do it there as I am generally very careful (even paranoid) about HIV. I was on top of her and then ejaculated between her thighs. I do not believe I touched her Vagina with my penis as I way low down on her. I further do remember checking where the semen was on the thighs (did not see any near her Vagina) and even asking her if I touched her Vagina (The answer is now a bit muddled in my head but I believe she said no.)

Since then paranoia has gripped me with several what-if questions especially since she was fully naked. Please let me know if there is any risk at all. If I had at all penetrated her, I would know, right? I was not drunk at that time. I am in a country where testing is not easy and even can lead to trouble so do not want to test unless necessary. Your help is much appreciated.

[CurfewX]

The answer has not changed since the first time you asked this question years ago.

You were never at risk for HIV.

The only risks for HIV in adults are:
1) Having unprotected anal or vaginal sex, or
2) sharing intravenous needles with IV drug users.

There is no "what if" that you can add to this event that would make it a risk for HIV.

[Veer777]

Thanks. However, this is a new recent event with the difference that the girl was not even wearing underwear. My only anxiety is that if I accidentally entered her Vagina. In my memory, there is no evidence that this happened, but I keep replaying the events in my mind.

[CurfewX]

We don't offer anxiety support in this forum.  Only you can decide what you think happened.  It seems highly unlikely that you penetrated her without knowing.  Even if you  did for a second, that level of risk is astronomically low to the point where rational people would forget about it and move on.

[Veer777]

I'll take your advice and given all the evidence and my own deliberate attempt to keep away, this did not happen else I would have known then and freaked out there itself. It's more of an afterthought 'what if' due to my anxiety. I'll forget this and move on with life without this fear.