Good morning, I will be happy if you could read my whole story.
I discovered medhelp some time ago when searching for hiv, and decided to contribute my knowledge with regards to hiv. With that said, my studies in life sciences does not really help much, although I do plan to enter the medical field.
My exposure is unprotected insertive oral and deepthroating.
I do know that the risk is deemed zero. However this is a controversial topic and hence, I decided to get a hiv test tomorrow.
Half of me is sure that I have no hiv(risk and pathology) but the other half is suspicious about the symptoms(I know they are non specific...)
Now the problem is the fear with regards to testing. My whole life my be ruined if I am positive. Hopefully, I am negative.
THE QUESTION: Can you share some of your experiences? This is my first hiv test in my life, do you have any opinion with regards to my situation?