i am 22 i have had several oral partners in the past year mabey 25 ( mostly i got a blow job) i blowed 4 to 5 people without ejaculation , i had penetrative protective sex with three people , once i was the bottom the other 2 i was the top , i am very very scared that i might have contracted HIV , i am leaving in fear and google is scaring me even more by saying i have little risk and i think being with so many partners my risk has increased , should i get tested
i am facing a lot of stress , IDK , some doctors says i have little risk some say i dont , i dont wanna get tested as i dont wanna face it