"A few of my friends told me,to forget about it, it was just a problem in my head and that i just slept in a high-priced hotel. "
You don't believe anything that anyone here or your friends say. Obviously the csw were happy that you just slept, so they wouldn't give you vaginal but you won't believe it. At this point your anxiety is a bit of a mental health issue, so see a therapist. No one here can provide the therapy that you need to control your imagination, because your idea doesn't even make any sense.
I am afraid, we can't provide you anxiety support here. You stated the other day that you were incapable of engaging in any thing that could put you at a risk for HIV transmission due to being in state of inebriation.
My fellow members did put together some good piece of information to rationalize your situation. You also always have the option of going back to the massage place and talking to them to figure what exactly happened. Now, there is no point in going back and forth with this, your repeat post is clearly anxiety driven.
If somehow you figure that you actually had unprotected vaginal or anal sex, you could take a duo test at 28 days and move on.
thank you for your support and your great work.
Please one more time..,please..
That is true, nothing more nothing less, the absolute truth does not hide anything
- i was completely extremly drunk in the massage parlor, and i got two girls in the room
- after the shower, one girl was giving me a massage second put on my condom and made me oral with condom
- i don't know if i ejaculated, i probably overslept
- every hour they woke me up whether i want to pay extra for an hour, i gave them money and slept (about 2x)
- in the morning they woke me up to leave
- when i dressed, i found condom on my penis
- i put it down, and left home
- according to my judgment, the condom was fine
According to these facts, think that was at risk of HIV????
Or is only in my head,the brain works (why?? what about when ?? what if ??)
I'm scared, but i want to be responsible,
A few of my friends told me,to forget about it, it was just a problem in my head and that i just slept in a high-priced hotel.
PS> today i was on the tests HIV, Hep A, B, all NEG (I know, it's only 4 days after, the results aren't confirming, but i take them as a starting line). The DOC say test after 6 weeks. 6 months, 12 months
I do not want to go there anyway, no one would tell me the truth, I have the impression that in the state I was, so most likely I was not able to do anything..
Oral sex was with a condom, but I don't remember more ... I probably overslept, I don't know if there was sex, you think I'd remember it?
Condoms prevent HIV transmission. Oral sex even with out a condom is not a risk. You do not need to test for this event.
Please see a counselor for your anxiety, we can't help you with that since we are only specific to HIV prevention.