Anxiety and depression can ruin our life. You have to be brave, i know that's easy for me to tell, but you must pick up your results. Symptoms don't tell anything about HIV, test do. All your anxiety will stop if you pick up your test. Hope for the best. Take care and be well
I feel your pain. I am going through exactly the same thing. I've never been so scared in all my life... The only relief I get is when I have a drink and then I don't get any stomach cramps or night sweats- which I am getting every night. I've been having extreme nightmares with drenching sweats. Have got a home testing kit, just need to courage to go through with it. Please let me know how you're getting on as I feel we are in the same boat. Best wishes
"All I think about is dying from HIV"
This is no way to live. You must get your results.
Symptoms do NOT prove HIV. Only testing.
HIV test are among the accurate and specific out there, including rapid test. How relieved you would be to hear you are negative?
Take responsibility and charge of this situation and test right away. You are not alone.
And yes, anxiety can wreck a person physically.