Well, i'm 19 in college . 3 months ago , me and my friends went to a party. We drank a little. A stupid friend took me to another place. There was a guy who was injecting drugs into himself. My friends persuaded me to try it. I thought wat the hell, let's go with it. Tat guy took his syringe, jabbed it into my forearm, pulled the plunger a little bit outside and then pushed it all the way in. I went super high. Din't remember anything at all. Next I remember my dad beating the **** outta me. I had got caught at home. Then it all came back. I felt ****** angry on myself and vowed never to drink again. Seeing my family , i knew i would never touch drugs. A week passed, then it kinda struck me that aids could pass through syringe. I went to his place to ask if he had used a new syringe. His cousin was there, he told there was no way a new syringe was used , plus the guy had both HIV and hepatitis. I almost fainted. I thought of suicicde. I remember the guy injecting drugs into himself . So surely he used his syringe on me, no doubt.
I never told this to anyone, except 2 of my friends. i met a doctor, but he told me to come back with my mom or dad. I googled about AIDS and found tat i was at highest risk ( i always thought sex was highest risk). I also read 3 months testing is conclusive. i waited for 90 days. I did not get any fever or rash.Exactly at 90 days, i took Antibody HIV 1 and 2.
It was negative. I couldn't believe it. Am i lucky? Have i escaped a death sentence? or should i test again?
I din't test for hepatits .
Please help me. I cry everyday. This was my first time, using drugs.