Dear all,
My story ...
In march 2011 i did a Hiv test which was negative.
As i am very anxious about HIV, i read a lot about it on the internet.
Between march 2011 and now i have had several contacts with CSW, always with the use of a condom.
Because of my anxiety for HIV it never goes further than oral sex.
Till ... 2 weeks ago i had vaginal intercourse with a CSW but also with condom.
I can't stop thinking about this and always says to myself "what if" for example the condom was from a bad quality or
What if, what if...
Did i expose myself to i high risk of hiv by going to csw using a condom ?
It seems to be that this matter is taking part of my life, as i can't stop thinking about it the whole day long...
Thanks for advice