Guys please .. regardless of my mental state .. im asking for scientific explanation for my situation including the what if’s .. i used a lancet and while droping the blood which was thick i had to touch the sample place on the kit. Then i put the alchohol pad to clean it. I was okay untill these thoughts came .. i know im mentally sick but please assure me on such situations including the what ifs.
Paranoia is good to recognize. Discussing things that are unrealistic isn't helpful. I'd talk to your doctor about why you have these fears and anxieties. Anxiety disorders are treatable. People get HIV from unprotected vaginal or anal sex or sharing IV drug needles, not HIV test kits.
ANM,
I always have the thoughts of conspiracy theory and that people want to hurt me.
I just need your explained answer.
If we said that the seller was a maniac that wants everyone infected, and he actually infected the lancet and the actual test which myfinger touched directly on the sample, is that possible ?
Please am anxious really
Since you are testing for a disease you said you can't have, and are also wondering if the kit infected you with the same disease, then you should see a therapist to try to deal with this HIV fixation. Your "paranoia" as you describe it can't be solved on a chat forum.