Rubywitch,
Thank you so much for your kind words. Now even if I had a bleeding chaffing wound hiv blood (which I don't think I saw any) couldn't go through the paper towel and into my bloodstream right?
Also I appreciate your recommendation for therapy for OCD and will seek it ASAP. I'm currently on Zoloft but I don't think it's helping.
Not that diver58 needs my help in this question, but just to offer some back-up on his FACTS.......you absolutely CAN NOT contract HIV from environmental surfaces and #1 on the list is toilet seats.
I also would strongly recommend that you get into therapy to help you deal with your OCD. Haven't you suffered with it long enough? When there is so much excellent help out there for this condition, why not reach out for it?
I wish you a more peaceful life
RubyWitch
HIV does not spread through objects, toilets, barber shops, dentist clinic etc etc