Got my Test result back, I was negative. Thanks to everyone in the community. Teak please check your pms.
you might be better served on the anxiety forum. you have been told that you were not at risk and we are not a psychological counseling service.
no risk = no risk. move on!
Then seek professional mental help.
Lizzie the only way I am going to be able to sleep at night is if I do this test, I am sorry to be bothersome, but this is LITERALLY making me go crazy.
you have been told here and on the expert forum that you had NO RISK. move on