I was with girl in disco last night,we were drunk and after we went to hotel,I bought a condom and i didn't have sex with her.i put condom and she masturbate for me and give some blow job but I cannot ejaculate because I was drunk.i rub my penis on her back and on her breast.we are both naked.i touch her vagina also it was dry.later I went to toilet and wash my hand with soap.i check my condom it was not broke.i pee on condom also to check but it wasn't broke.i cannot ejaculate and after I dress up and we go home.but I have anxiety and feel that can I get hiv from this situation.i feel stress.i know I didn't sex with her but my mind makes me crazy.please help from this situation.thankyou