Please help me .
2020 i did a mistake with a hiv poz sw . it was open mouth kissing (i had canker sore upper lips) and fingered her with same finger i rub my eyes stupidly because had lot of vaginal secretion on my finger. Now I’m freaking out , after two years i found swollen lymph node under left armpit now i can’t sleep i lose my appetite.
What is my risk
1.Does rubbing eyes with vaginal fluid risky ?
2.kissing with canker sore if she has bleeding gum or sore