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THIS IS KILLING ME HELP ME

Hello everybody,
i am 24 years old, male, heterosexual.
My situation it is going more and more far everyday sicne i started worring abut HIV 6 months ago. My exposure was umprotected 2 years ao since now, one time, vagnial, with a girl that i don`t know her status ( big mistake i know ), but i started getting symptoms at 1 year and 6 months from that incident, i never had any ARS symptoms that i could remember.I have had all the symptoms that you could posible imagine during all this time:

During lal this 6 long months:
-WHite tongue( white coated all over the tongue ) not spots, just a white tongue.
-Fatigue.
-Diarreha for 1 months and 20 days, in the morning only, and not always diarrea.
-Thorat closed, with pain, like something was grabbing me in the neck( bad sensation ).
-Salty taste in mouth for 1 week, and after for another week.
-Pin Pricks feeling in my chest, righ and left, comes and goes.
-Feeling the chest it si burning ( any spots or rash on it ), sansation that is hot ( 2 weeks )
-Headache ( from time to time )
-Dry mouth and throat ( comes ad goes )
-Pain in chest( not so muuch )
-Prikling feeling all over my body, like needles ( fingers, arms, legs, butt, chest, stomac )
Psico-symptoms
-Anxiety-Fear-Guilty-stress-phobia-nervous.negative feelings.

never fever, limps noodles, or any rash, any loose of  weight.

-Now i don`t have any after those 6 months, i don`t have any of those symptoms left:
The one that it is making my life a hell it is what i think it might be PERIHERAL NEUROPATHY ( i started feeling this one since 3 months ago ) ( 1 year and 8 months after the exposure relation ).and it has been increasing.
My feet hurts me, in the sole, both, it change intensity,i feel the dammed tingling also in the soles.ALso i get pain in the upper part of my feet, toes.Burnign sensation on them also, my ankles hurts me form time to time also. I tis hard sometimes to walk without feelign this pain.«ALso my hands are being aftected, particulary the fingers, i get pain on them, but less than the feet, and rarelly the burning sensation.Pins and needles in feet also, also in the hands.sometimes feels like stabbing pain, it is a bit hard to describe.
ALl these as i said before comes and goes in intensity, but sometimes it is quite painfull.
I had read that PN ( peripheral neuropathy ) it is a results of meds, or a late stage of HIV itself. But can rarelly happen any time in the curse of the infection.
It is true that before i get all those symptoms i was thinking that might had HIV, after they were appearing one by one. COINCIDENCE OR my mind it is making all this to me ( really real ).
i Haven`t test so far, the fears are killing me, but i will in te next 2 weeks, so all this will be over for once. I had tested before that relation and it was negative, but never after.

My friends, i am really worried about all this, this it is killing me slowly, inside, and outside.
What do you think about all ? Thanks a lot for reading, and may God bless you all.....
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TEST!!!!!!!
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i never tested again after that relation 2 years ago....and i never putt myself in risk again after that....
please, do my symptoms can sugest in a way HIV, or it is too soon that after 2 years of infection i will feel perfectly PN, and the rest of the things.
THANKS
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If you haven't tested, go get tested like you did before and obtain your test results. Symptoms don't mean a thing and are never reliable in diagnosing HIV. You need to test.
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That was your very first post on this forum. So are you saying you've went and put yourself at risk AGAIN?
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i don`t have any test after that exposure !!! i haven`t test so far.
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http://www.medhelp.org/posts/show/694761?personal_page_id=331366&post_id=post_3695399

You have a conclusive negative result. See your doctor for your symptoms which have nothing to do with HIV.
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