Hey guys.....
I decided yesterday and built up enough guff to get my six month testing. I recieved a call this morning from my dr office with them telling me I was............NEGATIVE!!! WOOO HOOO! TEAK.....I owe u much! You were right and what ever is causing me to be sick it not HIV related. Now, I finally have this monkey off my back and I can go foward...(with a little help from my friend Zoloft-100 ml once a day....lol)I am happy now and feel that I can face the worl with this second chance I have been given from the Lord, and let me tell u, he has soooo taught me a lesson and I thank him for making me stronger and more aware of the risks and how NOT TO DO IT! I have opened my eyes and I am more educated than I have ever been. Thank you Wear/A/Jimmy and Mike_No for your help and wisdom. Deep down we know we are all negetive, but for some reason we dwell on HIV to the point we make ourselves sick and the mind plays TRICKS on us! NOT ANY MORE....I am not going to let that happen! Guys....thank you and I will b hanging around to talk! Without u all, I don't know if I would have made it.
-SUN!