Suggestion. Seek help with anxiety. It's causing you to fear things you shouldn't. People do not get HIV from the HIV test. You are imagining things because you need some help with your anxiety. In previous posts, you were told the realistic scenario in which someone would get HIV. Focus on that. If you didn't have unprotected vaginal or anal sex or share IV drug needles, you didn't have a risk . . . including simply getting an HIV test as your fear of exposure.