hiv negative and happy but help with anxiety

[paranoidaboutanyrisks]

Hey all

I havent had sexual intercourse since 2009 and the last time I toom a test was in may 2012 I use to test every month. I know bad right. But I've been keeping my self busy and tell my self everytime I'm I don't have it. But now I get pain when i urinate. From my knowledge its probably kidney stones because I'm clear of stds.

But if some one sufferes from painful urination that has nothing to do with hiv does it? That isn't one of the symptoms is it?

[Teak]

Doesn't happen and that is an incorrect statement.

[goingcrazy370]

Teak that was a typeo, dr hook says that " infected material massaged into deep tissue" it's his wording not mine. Sorry if you misunderstood what I was saying. I wasn't saying you can get it from a massage.

[Teak]

People can't contract HIV from being massaged.

[goingcrazy370]

Why would you test every month? That is absurd. You are plying with fire because the more you test without having an exposure ( even dr hhh says it is not nessecary to test after every single exposure but should get tested every year or if you have had several exposures) by not having an exposure andbgettingbtested you are running the risk  of getting a false and what old you do then? Perhaps then you will feel vindicated. Have you ever thought about how your absurd thoughts make those who have HIV feel? The way you go on about it is foolish, if you re honest an you have not had sex or shared drug equipment with others than you will go you whole life  without catching HIV . If you read the expert forum the state as teak and nurse girl have also that the only way an ADULT CAN AQUIRE HIV IS THROUGH UNPROTECTED ANAL VAGINAL INTERCOURSE OR BY HAVINGBINFECTED MATERIAL MASSAGED INTO DEEP TISUE IR DIRECTLY INTO A VEIN. If this does not fit your experience stop getting tested because if you are in a country that does it for free like ere in Canada or if you are a using a planned parenthood service or an aids HIV clinic then shame on you for wasting expensive tests on your anxiety. Seek free therapy call your mental Heath dept. but stop testing.

[paranoidaboutanyrisks]

I'm sorry teak, it seems as spamming. But it is a question.

I haven't posted a question for nearly a year. But its a question. I'm helping myself. I convinced myself not to test anymore and I'm happy not. True questions are based on anxieties but your blunt answers help.

So just this last time please. :)

Painfull urination is not hiv symptoms,  especially me with zero risk since I've has no encounter with it.

So please do answer teak. And im going straight to kisney stones nforums lol

[paranoidaboutanyrisks]

I'm sorry teak, it seems as spamming. But it is a question.

I haven't posted a question for nearly a year. But its a question. I'm helping myself. I convinced myself not to test anymore and I'm happy not. True questions are based on anxieties but your blunt answers help.

So just this last time please. :)

Painfull urination is not hiv symptoms,  especially me with zero risk since I've has no encounter with it.

So please do answer teak. And im going straight to kisney stones nforums

[Teak]

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