hi all,,, i m dating a married man , he es divorcing know , we have a 10 month story and we always practiced sex with condom,, and we were starting a kind of relation for a long run
last month i inserted him (no condom) ,, lets say for 40 seconds,,,, no hard intercourse ,, no blood etc,,,
today i saw he has a profile in a crousing site ,, manhunt,,, and seems he is exploring some other people
I feel a peace or **** because i was expecting a nice long run relation,,,,,,,,,but also im now freacking TERRIBLE ,, and i cant sleep because i think that 40 second insertive ( THE ONLY 40 SECONDS in my life without condom) got me HIV.
actually we talked about hiv sometimes and he said and her wife had a baby 9 months ago.
is it that im dissapointed with him ,, and then im terrible freaking hiv??? could that 40 seconds **** my life??
thanks for yor help