you never had a risk for contracting hiv from what you have described.
if you are having health concerns...see a doctor...it's not hiv related
That makes me feel a bit better. I have been googling for answers and I think this has put a lot of things in my head.
Went to the GUM centre today and got tested. They took some samples and a urine test. The doctor also took a HIV blood test. He said I have a infection, but wouldnt know what is was for a couple of weeks. He give me some antibiotics called azithromycin. I'm at my wits end. I have a wife and two great kids at home and its killing me to think I could have dangered my wife and my marriage. I couldnt live without them, but I'm keep thinking about killing myself. I dont want to but i couldnt live with myself if I cause harm to my wife
if you are thinking about killing yourself because of something that you dont have...then i would go straight to the psych ward at your nearest hospital.
it's GUILT...NOT HIV ! ! !