scared and feeling very guilty

[guilty616]

hi
i m 24 yrs old i had an protected sexual intercourse with a 21 yrs old prostitute in germany(eros centers), i am not sure but maybe she also wore a female comdom i remember that the condom was ok as i saw while removing my semen was inside the comdom i dont think so that there was any case of condom slip and brokage. after that incident i was very guilty and sad because whatever i did was not acceptable. at week 3 after intercourse i feel very little pain piching around my chest and it continues and due to this i start thinking of HIV and i browsed a net and found that chest pain can be a cause of HIV and i was very shocked and due to HIV anxiety i found all symptoms inside my body but in actually it was just my anxiety.at  the end of forth week everything gots fine but i was in great tension and anxiety of getting HIV and this is my end of fifth week and from todays morning i hav a sore throat. and due to this i m felling dull. and i also a tension in muscles and sometime chest pain comes and go. from the last 4 week i m ion great tension. i am very guilty for what i did. it was my first sexual intercourse.

[LIZZIE LOU]

AnXiEtY

[guilty616]

then internet is misleading us. because i saw chest pains happn in HIV. but i believe you and on ur knowledege.
thanks
God bless you

[LIZZIE LOU]

you tell me...HOW could it be hiv related when you had protected sex and NEVER had a risk?

[guilty616]

Hi
Lizzie after your reply i am in great relief but now i just want to know i have a very little pain in the middle of my upper chest. i fell it sometimes with the body movement or when i press the chest bone. can it has something related to HIV or is is nothing to do with HIV.

[kumar007]

it is termed protected sex because it is protected! it is good that you practice safe sex!
you are anxious so stop messing with your mind..
continue to practice safe sex in the future :)

[guilty616]

kumar i am from delhi but now i am in denmark for studies all was going well but my 1 wrong step take me in a dark side of my life now i cannot concentrate on my studies i tell to me several times that i dont hav HIV but sometimes wrong thoughts come in my mind and they make me very week now from yesterdays i hav a very bad throat and cold. if i bothering you from my question then no need for reply.

[kumar007]

listen to lizzie
if a condom had broke,you will have definitely noticed cause you will be seeing your penis exposed because condom breaks are catastrophic
take care

[guilty616]

please pray  for me i am feelling very guilty.i told to my fiance about this incidence and she forgave me i luv her very much. i dont know what happened to me it happened just because of some bad company. so your experience says i m not at risk. yah it was protected and i saw some other threads before posting that if something happen to condom like brokage and slip can be catchable by participants it means its just my feeling because i saw my condom while removing and i didnt see any think  
like brokage and slip.

thank you

[LIZZIE LOU]

and it was also PROTECTED.

you did an excellent job explaining where your symptoms are coming from...ANXIETY.

you were never at risk.

[guilty616]

that was a vaginal encounter.