scared of the what might be

[jajoliv]

hey guys me again im thinking about going in for my conclusive 6 month test on tuesday but man im getting scared all over again keep getting sore throats and have this stupid lil cough and im just scared to go and find out 4 sure. i m not really scared for myself but more because if i have it i may have given it to my girlfriend and guess the guilt is killing me if hiv isn't. I just ask everyone to pray for me and hopefully i come out of this whole thing alright. if anything i ve learned my lesson. no more unprotected sex and just stay faithful to my partner even if we re having problems hope its not too late thanks for all of your insight and guidance teak and everyone else who has replied to my posts.

[LIZZIE LOU]

STOP PULLING UP THESE OLD POSTS...GEEEEEEEEZ.   HOW ABOUT LOOKING AT THE DATES ON THE POSTS BEFORE YOU START TALKING TO PPL.

[Jerald1982]

how did you go with your test?

[jajoliv]

well i tested negative at 2 months but i didn't go back for the 3 month test i just waited for the 6 months so that when i go ill be absolutely positively sure if have it or not

[LIZZIE LOU]

you've been here long enough to know that a test at 3 months is conclusive.