I'm really nervous right now and worried. I'm only in my early 20's but I've been living permiscuously in the last few months or so. Here is my story and exposures...
I've started to go to bath houses and hook up with other men. This doesn't always lead to sex and when I do have sex I wear a condom, and never eever do it without one. I just ran out of the bathouse worried because I met two guys there who wanted to do it without protection. When I asked the 2 of them if they were hiv positive, they told me yes, but their viral load is low or undetectable and they're using meds. Needless to say I freaked out, I did have sex with one of them a couple of months back I was the top and I wore a condom the whole time. It was only about a few mins total if not less. I've performed oral sex on both and they on me before I knew about their status'. What if precum was in ones mouth and then it came in contact with my urethra? So many possibilities, I'm freaking out. My last hiv and sti testing was about a month back and was negative. One of the guys rubbed his penis against my anus but didn't insert. I'm really worried. Should I get pep right now after the incident?
I asked one guy how it happened to him and he said he's been with his bf for years and his bf is poz, then he said he doesn't know how he seroconverted because he always used condoms with him but maybe it broke without realizing it. I'm freaking out, what if me- a guy who always wears condoms for sex, had a break without knowing?
Also, just before I had my last hiv test, I had some sort of rash on my neck that looked like shingles the dr said. It kinda felt like some acne the first day. I'm worried that I seroconverted right after my last neg test.
What should I do? I need help. Its not been wise going to these places, I've seen men doing stuff without protection there and I always avoid that.
I worried that if this guy, who tells me he's always been safe with his bf and is now poz, then what r my chances? I've had a lot of mutual oral sex, I have a cut on my lip and a canker on my tongue now can't I have the virus enter that way?
The guy also spit on his finger and inserted it into my anus for a few seconds and I told him to stop. Please help