Seek professional mental to help deal with your CONCLUSIVE NEGATIVE result.
Thanks for the response Teak...I know I need to shake this What about the symptoms? bengign lymphnode without a biopsy? is that possible? seems odd to me. also what kind of test do they use for HIV that would use recombinant antigen? I was told a week for test results but the paper shows results the next day...is this a rapid test? the provincial lab did not fax this to my doctor for 4 days althouh the results are shown on my paper the day after I gave my blood.
From reading your posts, your thought processes suggest a serious problem with paranoia. You are suggesting things that aren't remotely plausible and reading way too much into things.
"the reason for these questions are because I had unprotected sex with a few girls of unknown status in my younger years like alot of people have" - which means you had a risk, of course, but do you have any reason to believe you were at high risk? If your partners didn't live in places were HIV is endemic (inner cities or sub-African countries) or weren't IV drug users you were probably at very low risk, so no reason to be doubting your test results.
You are being completely irrational and ridiculous.
The fact that you are now dreaming up scenarios where you are worried that docs have lied to you to conceal a POS result? Are you kidding me? That is outrageous, and you darn well know it.
You SERIOUSLY need mental health help. Your thought processes are NOT healthy, and most likely your persistent anxiety is causing you a world of physical symptoms.
Get yourself some help....really.
I say this not to be mean...but b/c you really do need some help.
I agree you are negative quit trying to convince yourself otherwise
it just seems so odd about te lymphnode and the weightloss.I am eating a ton but not gaining a pound and the eye floaters are scaring me silly...I m trying to relax and convince myself but it always just pops back into my head..it is an aweful way to be thinking.
I know i should stop posting but.. can anxiety related weightloss really cause me these symptoms..
my face is quite a bit thinner than it was less than a year ago the skin seems stretchy and also why soo much muscle loss in my legs I have never had such skinny legs in my life, I have been this weight before but never a skiiny leg and face like I have now.
sorry to bother you but i have a question! I read a post on here that was about hiv antibody tests.Someone posted that they read that after a long period of time with hiv infection that an hiv test could show a false negative result, is this true?I am guessing this would be at late stage infection as to almost an aids diagnosis..I swear I have facial wasting happening to me...my face is not the same my skin is really thin and loose.
Your symptoms have nothing to do with HIV. When you hear people that are having wasting and lipodystrophy it is due to the medication that they are on for HIV.
I have read that before...however I have also read that it can happen without the meds as well! I read that from a quote from a fella named "Bradford Mcintyre" he is like yourself a longterm HIV survivor
move on...this is not a psychological counseling service for the paranoid and obsessed!!!