this weekend was terrible. all I did was worry about HIV. I was up north, thought I'd have some time to myself to forget, had the new boyfriend up there and everything, but no. Ive read the studies, but still reading the "there are individual case reports and incdidences that state that oral sex can result in HIV." I can't shake this at all, and Im so terrified of getting my results next week for my eight week test. theres no way anxiety can cause two swollen lymph nodes and hives. no way.