I had my first bout of a-fib last sunday night, just as I was getting out of detox for alcohol and pain pill abuse. I have a long history of acohol binges, but not history of heart problems. I was hospitalized for 3 days....they tried the chemical conversion, but then decided to electro cardiovert me. It worked the first time. I've always been active with walking, hiking, biking, and running. I'm scared, and am wondering what my future holds....I'ts constantly on my mind. Its like, is my life over? can I work?have a relationship? My mind is running wild with these thoughts. Could this be an isolated incident because of my abusive past? Is it going to be forever? Am I doomed? It feels like my life is upsode down. I am on toprol 50mg, and coumadin...that they normally use as a precaution after cardioversion. Please share opinions with me....