So I went to the local gp for my results an they said my hearts been racing to 157 that I need to see a cardiologists
I actually went to the doctors for throroid blood test everything's fine except my heart it pounds fast and make me shake so I'm getting a heart monitor on it
No need to be sorry. Well it sounds like you are getting to the bottom of things and getting some proper testing done to sort out what is going on. Please keep me posted on what you find out. Sounds like you have a lot to deal with so try to not see it as a reflection of you. There are a lot of people in the world who cannot work because of health issues. You need your body to live so you must take care of that first then take care of work after. Hang in there. Things will get better when you get it all sorted out and possibly on proper medication. Take care.
my leg loss senses once I was unsure what to do I have to pay extra attention to everything I do
It is hard to say at this point if it is your heart or some sort of muscle spasm or even possibly a seizure of some sort. I agree seeing a doctor is in order to get to the bottom of this. Please try not to see this as a reflection of your character. You have a psychical problem that needs to be addressed so just go see a doctor to try and get it sorted out. Please keep us posted on how you are doing.