Hi --
I finished 48 weeks of interferon and ribavirin a week and a half ago, thank God people will not have to endure that one in the future.
And I can see I'm doing better because I'm now back to sending emails, being online and communicating with people, I have a little more energy and interest in life. The dry mouth and extreme thirst has subsided. Appetite is coming back.
But I have 2 rather pesky issues.
One is this rash on my face. It's a cycle that started several months ago. I get tired or stressed, I rub my eyes and other skin on my face, the skin just disintegrates and oozes, accompanied by swelling, eventually drying and flaking and peeling off. It itches like crazy and I just do what I can do. As soon as it heals, the cycle starts over. I know the skin has thinned from the medication and even my fingernails are weak. if I scratch my leg, for instance, the skin just comes off, and then takes eternity to heal. If I put any ointment on it, I have a skin reaction and it makes it worse. It looks bad out in public, and it makes me feel like my head is in cotton, plus the itching and the pain, etc.
About 2 months ago, a nurse friend of mine suggested prednisone. I checked with my doctor, got a prescription and it works like a charm. Within 2 days it's clear and healed. Pretty amazing stuff. However, I hate the feeling of prednisone. My heart races, but the worst is it causes insomnia, which I already had such a problem with during treatment. I do not like the idea of being dependent on a sleep medication. So with the prednisone, every time I finished a course of it, about 2 or 3 days later the rash started again.
So now I am post treatment, and I went off the prednisone, and the rash faithfully came back. I know it's going to take time for recovery. I understand it will take several months, and since I had such a bad time on the tx, I'm not expecting things to magically get better right away. (although, it would be nice)
My other problem is the insomnia. It has gotten better, I tapered off the meds, and by the time I got all the way off them, I just wasnt able to sleep well. There is some improvement, on treatment, if I didn't take a sleep medication I would sleep 0-3 hours per night. Now I can sleep about 3-5 hours, very light somewhat disturbed sleep. But my body is beat. This week I have had diarrhea, nausea, some fever, chills, I know I need to get more rest. I need to be able to get rest. I can't get rest, and it's stressing me out psychologically, and leads to more rash, and leads me to then have fear of not getting sleep, thereby exacerbating the problem.
I am in a doctor's care. I'm going to see him tomorrow. I have a feeling he will extend the sleep meds.
I so want to be free of all medications. I want to fully detox. But what can I do? I am also on antidepressants. I don't dare even consider going off them now.
Sometimes I obsessively search the internet for information about my challenges, and I see that everyone is completely different, there is no one way to deal with these things because of that, and that recovery is going to take time, and it will get better.
So I guess what I'm asking is, does anyone have anything to share about improvement of rashes over time after tx, and can anyone share their experience and advice about post treatment insomnia.
Thanks everyone. I'm really grateful that I even have the energy to write this. That in itself shows improvement.
My best wishes to everyone.