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Hi to all.
I have had quite a couple of intence weeks. First my Step Father died....then the same day We recieved a call
my three year old Grandgirl, Hannah fell and hit her head really hard and went into a concussion and coma.
The local emergency here could not get her to respond. And she was throwing up. So they air lifted her to UC Davis.
They were doing pain tests on her that would make us scream thy said, all she did was twitch her big toe.
She finally cam through and is ok. Still keeping an eye on her though locally.
Then My husbands Grandpa is getting ready to cross over. What a great Man he is. So we took  a trip that
I was not up to taking. Anyway I just can't seem to get it together. I'm angry all the time and crying.
I keep calling my Doc. for the last blood work from two weeks ago. He does not call me back which leads me to believe they are all good. It's just that I'm so much more tired than usual. I go back to see him on the 25th which is my B-Day... They better have a cake or something. LOL.
You guys would'nt know that I have a great sence of humor. This is one of things I'm known for. Soon you'll see I promice. All that comes out lately is negativ.
Sometimes God just knows who to send your way at the right time. To long to go into how we met in a store, I was just geting coffee and said the I was on Medication and only allow myself one cup a day and I want it to be good.
She looked at me and said HEP.C?  I as blown away. Her sister is or was doing tx. she quit after 6 mo. She could not handle the side effects.
She said her sister is doing some sort of tea...esseac? And Milkthistle.
Rain, if you read this I'm praying for you. You can and will get through this. And that goes for all of us.
Bless You All, Deborah
P.S  where is the darn spell check on here?
  
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I know some of the things you are going through. My cousin which is more like my nephew had twins in October. They just got out of the hospital with RSV and almost didnt make it. Their dad broke his back at work 3 weeks ago and at Christmas I lost another cousin in a car accident that I loved dearly.
All these cousins are the ones your a bit older than and you grow up babysitting them etc... Almost like your own kids. Especially since I have no biological kids of my own but my 4 step daughters and 2 step grandchildren are defiantly in my blood. "Not flesh of my flesh not bone of my bone but somehow miraculously my own".
  I have made it through the loss of both my parents, most of my uncles and aunts, all my grandparents.
  I KNOW this demon isnt going to rise up against me and defeat me. I wont allow it. (Whew Im feeling strong today lol) You will make it too! When you feel those tears let them flow and when you feel that anger you can call and scream at me anytime! As long as it makes you feel better!  That goes for any of you.. I am here if you need me.

God Bless you all
Rhonda
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First off I am sorry for your loss. Hope your  grand daughter cont to thrive. I have a three year old grand daughter. she is one of the great joys of my life she is a real free spirit.      I just found out that two cups coffee can be a good thing. Milk thistle is definatly a good thing green tea is highly recomended. oraganic foods and plenty of water. I am a nonresponder to pegasys and rebetol. Always ask for your lab work ect to be sent to you. and always feel free to call and bug your md. They do not mind and get busy sometimes. Happy birthday.
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WOW you do have it goin' on.
I hope your grandbaby is doing good. My grandson is all that keeps me going, just got done baking brownies for when he gets off school bus.
You might want to check on this, but I can get my test results on line just had to sign up on the clinic web site. I think a lot of hospitals and clinic are doing this. I love it! I have blood work every Thurs. and by Fri eve. results are posted poof magic...
I know what ya mean it seems daily I meet someone who eather has or knows someone who has hep-c.
A song on the radio can make me break into a sobbing mess... I always feel better after a good road cry it clears my sinus
Not only do I want spell check I need some cute little symbols and fun fonts.. if only it were a perfect world..
Take care beader... I do love to bead
Hopeful51
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