So I am sure alot of you feel the same way, depressed? I just cant seem to get back to living life! I have alot to be happy for, Hep-c is not something you want and we all have different stories. Some of us have good test results, treatments and other do not. Me, I have had it for 22 years my, since birth and I am lucky so far Stage 1 Grade 1. In a way Hep-c has made me think about life in another way. Life, more so then before has become precious to me. I cannot let any day go by without once saying I am blessed to be here. In a way Hep-c has shown me the message of life, for one its short healthy or not, and two everyday is a blessing. However I know this all but cant seem to live up to my own words. Everyone gets down now and then, but for me it seems to be everyday. I cant enjoy it anymore. Anger, Fear and frustration just gets to the best of me everyday. I was born to a Heroin user only to work my way up through school and attend law school, but i lost all of my dreams because I have a feeling of hopelessness, but why?. Anyone who says its over is wrong, this I know but cant seem to get back to life. This disease has taken away alot from me and is far from over but has also made me realize the blessing of everyday. So anyone feel the same or have any advice? Hopefully soon the DR can find a antidepressant that works or something. Mabey its more than just taking a pill, who knows? All i know is just like everyone else with this, we must never give up hope, and must value our life for life is what we fight for everyday.
I hope one day this forum will be empty, for one day we will not be sufferers rather we will be survivors!
Hope all is well,