I am getting fed up, even when I was told I'd get help from the Clinic director and psychologist, I have been anemic since at least before I had my bloodwork taken tuesday before last. My ribavarin was just cut back 400mg, I am getting really irritable, restless and discontent, also shakey tired, but not sleepy, my family dr. has me on multivitamin, but can't stomach any iron. I don't see the use in being this miserable and suffering this long, when I know there is procrit and transfusions.
I know many others have been through much worse and come out smiling, why, is it fear, a control issue, ignorance or not caring. I don't get it. I am about to go on the black market,just kidding. it would be the red market wouldn't it.
I can't stand irritability in a man, I won't tolerate it. I feel like when I was a much more immature kid with the flu and sick of it. yeccch!
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can't change, courage to change the things I can, wisdom to know the difference, and a rbc transfusion amen