I noticed on once that was your post and it was assigned to Forseegood I think. I thought I just posted to Myown on Dperry's post, and it never showed up.
Hang in there, I know it's rough txing this long....
Yes, I think I was "Forseegood" also once in a post. Unintentional sex change is very disturbing and I imagine even worse when on the treatment drugs. Hang in there and remember who you are, regardless of what happens.
This is confusing!
Like I'm not already confused enough. *s*
I don't know who i am, who i was or who i may be.
probably better off this way.
Amnesia - another useful SX?
how are you guys doing, post TX?
bug, I know you're coming up to the 6 month PCR, right, and Jim, it's been about a year and a half for you, no?
Give us some good news, please!
you guys don't realize, youre all just pawns in my master plan!!!! Snidely Whiplash has nothing on me! HA HA HA HA!
Wyn: and Jim, it's been about a year and a half for you, no?
You mean I treated already? How did it go? Any post tx sides?
"You mean I treated already? How did it go? Any post tx sides?"
Yes to all of the above - especially the post tx sides.
I saw a news clip yesterday about a 'new' theory based on the 'matrix' that there's a 20% chance we're ALL actors in some gargantuan computer role-playing program, ala "The Sims".
I didn't know it was YOUR invention!
WOW!!!! I'm impressed.
the advice given by the author of this 'scientific' theory about what the 'actors' in this universal role playing game should do if they become aware of the fact we're just animations of a super consciousness is to keep it to oursleves so we don't get written out of the game . . .
I TOLD you i was confused! *LOL*
ahhh. i think i am ...therefore i am??...LOL...now i'm confused!!!LOL
I couldn't resist - I know some folk HATE cut and paste, but . . .
Our Lives, Controlled From Some Guy’s Couch
By JOHN TIERNEY (New York Times0
Published: August 14, 2007
"Until I talked to Nick Bostrom, a philosopher at Oxford University, it never occurred to me that our universe might be somebody else’s hobby. I hadn’t imagined that the omniscient, omnipotent creator of the heavens and earth could be an advanced version of a guy who spends his weekends building model railroads or overseeing video-game worlds like the Sims."
"But now it seems quite possible. In fact, if you accept a pretty reasonable assumption of Dr. Bostrom’s, it is almost a mathematical certainty that we are living in someone else’s computer simulation."
"I don't know who i am, who i was or who i may be"
I think you got it. My first thoughts as I came back out of the fuzzy world of tx was," I feel like ME again!!!" You are in there and you will return.
Its been 5 weeks since my last shot. I'm not 100% but my last CBC showed my blood levels floating towards normal levels. I'm energized, can keep a thought for longer than 30 seconds and can reach above my head without needing a nap. There are a few things hanging on but I feel better all the time. You will too. Say hello to the flock for me. hawke
What if i don't WANNA return?
Maybe I'll just assume another identity, like in the Syms.
it's gotta be more fun than who i'm evidently supposed to be . . .
or, at the very least, whoever the heck it is i am now.
So glad you can THINK again! i can too but i find i don't make much sense anymore. *s*
Flock is good - red-tail hawke nest at my neighbors house - flocks of blue jays divebombing the parents when they're out scouting for lunch . . .
I miss bonnie. . . got her ashes today. . .
how about your painting?
Interesting theories this guy has, he he ....so many people seem to be losing their little loved ones, air kisses to little Bonnie...hope youre feeling better and better!
Where’s Waldo? I could be here, or I could be there, or I could be of many but I’m also everywhere but one thing I would like to know is where is Waldo?
here's the link to the entire article.
i thought YOU were Waldo OR wherever Waldo IS you are and wherever You are we'll find Waldo?
forseegood - what a gorgeous pic!
ps - having bonnie's ashes makes me feel better . . .gotta think of where to bury them . . .
It might be something clunky like “Insufficient Memory to Continue Simulation.” But I like to think it would be simple and familiar: “Game Over.”
Sounds like sex after 50 for most... rotflmao hehehe
Paintings are still in my mind and eyes. However I've been re-editing my little story that I thought I'd be illustrating during tx. lol!
I wish I knew who the little dive bomber raptors are. They flutter, standing still in the air, before dropping onto something in the grass, maybe bugs???
The young vultures are still soaring about. One got caught in a downdraft the other evening, oops!
Could be kestrels.
if you can't find good pics let me know.
My four year old once asked. Do you think we are all God's puppets? Where were the dinosaurs in the bible? Hmm, could be, I never thought about it. She is now 25 and believes there is an energy. Somedays I get slapped down and realize there is only so much I can control. I need hope, without hope there is no higher power and visa versa.
PS. "Insufficient Memory to Continue Simulation"
Yup. We're all definitely puppets. As to who's pulling the strings - i haven't figured that out, yet.
And to step up to the plate and say it's all "me" is a little too much power for this hepper.
But then that's a decision, too, not stepping up and accepting responsibility . . . oh well - . . . game over. :)
I would love for reincarnation to be true...
I'm kind of agnostic --- I mean -- well shoot - I don't believe in churches and organized religion --- or any other explanation I've heard out there... But I believe there is something that sets each of us apart as individuals... That makes us unique... as people.
And whatever that "spark" of life --- that makes us different from robots... Well.. that is what I think is kind of "spiritual".
Some folks might call that religion... Some folks might call that spark "GOD"... Me --- I have no clue what it is...
Anyhow - to make a long drawn out story... Short... or at least shorter....
I've got a story idea in my head... About past lives --- romance --- and future lives... I just can't figure out how to write it. And for some reason - while I can still manage Poetry and Graphic Arts, my writing seems to have taken a hit while on TX. And I'm hoping I can get it back.
And so saying --- well --- Game over is sooooo abrupt.. Kinda sad yanno?
And Jasper --- don't tell me that!!!
I want it to be more erotic --- more trusting --- more loving --- more something ----- comfortable ----- more than what it has always been... Spiritual --- spectacular... I mean it's great now --- BUT I THOUGHT IT WAS SUPPOSED TO GET BETTER... Isn't that what they always say?
As to the posting problems -:)) I have learned to copy and paste quite well as of late. I got really tired of it not posting at all (may be my computer) and totally disappearing. So now be before I push the "post" button, I copy my post. That way I don't have to remember what I said or retype. ??
Does anyone know WHY this is STILL happening?
Medhelp said it would be until September until all the matrix were worked out, rotflmao and I thought it was only me and the drugs. Lol Seriously tho, I sitting here moving my cursor acrost Tumbleeds name and Dednavada name pops up but when I click on it it shows Tumbeweed. It’s the matrix of the program telling us it over from here and they have total control. lol
Does that mean Medhelp is the puppet master????