I've recently been diagnosed with disseminated herpes. I tested negative for HSV originally, and then positive through ear cultures, neck, and back of the head as well as a blood tests.
I posted pictures in case your curious what this looks like first hand and how much it SUCKS! I have some friends saying oh I have herpes or genital herpes or w/e, but you really can't compare something like that to disseminated herpes. It's a much different experience.
I wasn't hospitalized as it was misdiagnosed originally and when the pain got worse I had two separate dermatologist recommending daily suppressive medication, one dermatologist recommends 6 months while the other recommends up to 1 year. (2 valtrex a day for the first 2 weeks, and then one daily for up to a year) One also brought up the possibility of using intravene medication (through an IV?) if symptoms didn't improve.
I thought I may be immunocompromised as this is a rare diagnosis but they can't find any other auto immune diseases or reason I may be. They've ruled out ezcema and eczema herpeticum, atopic dermatitis and dermatitis herpetiformis,
I only have 1 known allergy but the allergist I saw doesn't believe it to be allergy related because the blisters were starting to go away by the time the allergy was ever diagnosed and at the same time they confirmed I don't have celiac disease and no gluten allergies. Either way I've chosen to go gluten free in an attempt to boost my immune system naturally. The allergist recommended reincorporating gluten as she didn't see a need to cut it out.
I test negative for every other STD i've been tested for including HIV, ghonorhea, chlamydia, syphilis, hepatitis, the typical 12 STD test. I've had multiple organs and everything tests fine. I'm at a loss for what to do.
Here's my questions.
1) My research shows this is very rare and happens when you're immunocompromised or during a primary infection? If I've had cold sores my entire life, is this likely to have come from me? I've been confirmed HSV2 negative through IGG multiple times. How likely am I to autoinnoculate the virus myself without outside factors?
2) The doctors recommended suppressive medication for 6-12 months for Valtrex just for herpes as the rashes occurred multiple times over one year. (I was severely depressed and stressed mainly from the virus being in these locations.) After suppressive medication, how likely is this to recur?
3) What else can I do besides suppressive medication and boosting my immune system so I can get back on with my life?
4) Obviously I would need to share this information with future partners because it is the right thing to do, but are the lesions likely to recur and should I worry about viral shedding in all these locations even when blisters aren't present? I figure if I had close to 30-40 lesions, I've read that HSV1 sheds asymptomatically 10-15% of the time without lesions and I really don't want this spreading anymore than it has.
5) I keep my head trimmed as I've had a few recurrences and want to be able to keep an eye out for symptoms, (I make sure to use a trimmer and not a razor to prevent spreading and I have my mom do it carefully to prevent scratching) When I didn't keep my head trimmed is when it spread because I couldn't be aware of lesions. Would you recommend continuing to keep my head trimmed and for how long?
6) What did I do to deserve this!!@!@!@!@!@!@
Thank you for your help, I was misdiagnosed by a quite a few doctors who refused to swab and biopsy and it continued to spread through their recommendation of fungal, antibacterial, and steroid creams. Finally a couple dermatologists picked up on it, this really sucks! I know this is complicated, but any recommendations or suggestions would be immensely helpful. I just want to get through this. :(