I had no idea this thing existed until I moved into a big city and start playing with girls. Not sure from where I got it as I had sex with multiple girls. One time I had an oral from a hooker so this is where I put my speculations. But of course unsure.
Thing is that after some days I got a small bump at the left area of the penis. I didn't had a clue about herpes so the whole things spend. After sometime I was too shy to go to any doctor for checkup. Around 2 years passed since I got it and now I am treating it in a male clinic with no results what so ever.
Will this thing ever go away or should I been thinking ways to remove my life?
It's really embarrassing and unfair - to be honest.
I feel useless to all woman and feel like I cannot touch them as I am contaminated.
Some times I wonder how much worse life can even get?
And all this at the peak of my age. The best years of my life.
God made this world for people to enjoy sex and who ever has this thing is his JOB to let people know.
I was just seeking pleasure. Why we have to pay so much as humans and be constantly chased by bad luck? By we I mean I.