You need to relax. This is most assuredly not hsv.
Yep...now I see a littler red dot above my mouth I probably touched my genotals then my face:(
It was the guilt I'm sure, that got you so worked up
She probably is. It's hard to tell someone "hey... you're overreacting!!"
In all reality you risk was far to low to warrant concern.
Where do I go from here ? I admit that I'm a hypochondriac , I've had , HIV , leaukemia, brain cancer , osteosarcoma , if it was up to me:/ I got through all of those with tests, except for brain tumor and osteosarcoma , and I could've swore k had symptoms of all of those , like with cancer I could've swore my spleen was swollen, and I felt for it all day every day, I can't even talk to my gf, I feel so off and scared , just what do I do from here???:( I text the girl I'm concerned about j can show you her reply if u want ...she basically said she's. Clean because she has health care because of her children:/ I just don't know
Hsv lesions generally progress quickly. The bumps in question absolutely DO NOT sound design like herpes lesions at all.
Not hsv. They are to far apart. You needn't worry.
Where were the bumps in question? Pain in the urethra when caused by hsv is severe and it would be very rare to have lesions inside the urethra and not on the outside of the penis as well. A primary outbreak happens at the spot of infection. I highly doubt the spot of infection could be in the urethra and no where else.
I know you are scared and that is normal. However what you are describing does not add up to hsv.
One other thing. Most all hsv1 genital infections tend to have severe primary outbreaks and won't be mistaken for anything else. By severe I mean nasty painful lesions with fever, swollen lymph nodes and body aches.
Scared is understandable but killing yourself because of this is an overreaction. Make sure you are drinking enough water, lay off the soda, beer and anything else you may be drinking and see if that helps. It may be just that you are paying so much attention to the area that you are noticing things that you wouldn't normally. (I'm not saying you are imagining things, but that anxiety heightens things.)
Talk to the doctor about your anxiety, seriously. This level of anxiety can't be new.
I am also very glad to hear you went and had it looked at. The diagnosis had to be a huge relief.
Like auntiejessi has suggested, please speak to someone. It can only help you.
I'm just really scared....I don't want to lose my gf and I have been having pain in my urethra....:(
I'm at the er and the Dr said it's not herpes it's follicilitis :(
I certainly hope you are not serious about killing yourself. Two small bumps is NOT a herpes symptom, and herpes is never worth killing yourself over, in any case. I've read some of your other posts, and you really are over reacting.
Remember that guilt doesn't equal risk. If you are reacting this strongly to this, please consider getting some therapy. I know it seems like your life is over, but two small bumps is not herpes, and your life isn't over.
Stop inspecting your penis all the time. If you get an initial outbreak of herpes, you'll know it. You won't have to check it all the time.
As you've been told, since she didn't have any signs of anything, your chances of getting anything are low, so seriously, go live life. Forgive yourself, and move on.
(I say all this with kindness and compassion, not criticism, I promise.)