First, I apologize about the length of this post...there's a lot of explanation.
Okay, so this has been a recurring problem over the past few years...sometimes after shaving my public area, I get a small painful bump in the same spot/same side of my labia majora. I've tried examining it with a mirror (it's at a difficult angle to see very well), and it appears to be flesh colored/pink like the surrounding skin. It does not seem to have a head, nor a crater/indent in the center. It appeared yesterday after shaving 2-3 days ago. Last night, I sat in a hot salt bath and squeezed it and it popped (couldn't tell what color the discharge was because I was in water), and I applied antibiotic ointment to it and have been reapplying every couple of hours. Now it is swollen under the skin from squeezing it (kind of feels like whatever was inside the bump went inside my skin instead of out when I squeezed...I have no idea if this is possible, just trying to describe the "swelling").
I got an HSV test 2 years ago when I started dating my current boyfriend, when the symptoms had been recurring over the course of over a year already (so before we started dating & having sex)...symptoms always occurring only after sex that was too vigorous or inadequately lubricated, after using scented soaps/tampons (which I've since stopped doing), or from scratching/washing too hard or having clothes rub the wrong way...but those things only brought it on if it was shortly after shaving the area, not always. Anyway, the test for HSV2 was "equivocal", at a 0.94, and for HSV1 it was positive (from having a cold sore as a kid). The doc had told me that the bump did not appear to look like HSV, and that the equivocal test result could either be because A.) I was positive for HSV1 and the test was picking up those antibodies, or B.) it was a new infection that hadn't built up antibodies yet. Given that the symptoms had been recurring for over a year off and on, she pretty much ruled out a new infection and was confident that I was negative for HSV2.
I just can't help but shake my habit of fearing the worst though. I've since gone through a pregnancy and had a baby, and was never told throughout all of my screenings/blood tests that I was positive for anything at all or that there was any reason for concern. This is my first bump in over a year, as I have either been too pregnant or too lazy or too non-concerned with shaving the area beyond using a trimmer razor with a guard...but the other day I used my ol' triple-blade razor again, and here we go all over again.
What could this be? In my opinion, it doesn't resemble an ingrown hair (which are usually red), and it also doesn't resemble a herpes lesion (never scabbed or crusted over, no indented center, and it's not mind-numbingly painful, it just hurts when touched or rubbed the wrong way by clothing). I've also never experienced any flu-like symptoms, fever, additional vaginal discharge (besides what has been a slight increase on occasion ever since giving birth while everything heals as well as around the time of my menstrual period), any swollen glands or swollen genital area (again, it's only swollen now after squeezing the area). Unfortunately, I cannot afford to go to the doctor (I literally have less than $5 in my checking account and I have no insurance or Medicaid), and the free clinic is closed on weekends including Friday.
If anyone has any input based on my description, I would really appreciate hearing it. I'm sorry that this description is so terribly long, but I was trying to include everything so that someone can (hopefully) be able to better understand and offer some insight. Thanks in advance for any help!