herpes test negative - pimples on butt?

[SillyDee4546]

So I think I've gone crazy with worry and the more I read, the more worried I get.  I was with someone that swears they tested negative for all STD's.  After, I didn't trust him and got myself tested.  I tested at 2 months, 4 months and again at 7months.  All negative for HSVI&II (& all other STD's).  I feel like I always have pimples on my butt which I don't remember from before but then again, never stared at my butt so intently until after I got scared of herpes.  I've read to test after 3 months but that some people test positive after 8 months?  It's been over a year.  I'm scared to get tested again b/c what if it was positive?  But I'm also not moving forward and allowing myself to date b/c I've gotten paranoid.

If it was herpes would you always have sores, consistently?  Some clearing up and then others popping up immediately?  Or does that sound more like a bad case of acne?  The spots are only on my butt cheeks and a few on my upper thigh.  No rash just the spots/sores and no pus.  They do take forever to heal and sometimes get scabs on them but that might be from jeans, sitting, shaving?      

Tell me not to worry - or to worry?  When do you assume a negative result is really a negative result?

[gracefromHHP]

you should've stopped worrying months ago!!!!

[SillyDee4546]

Thanks for your reply.  That is probably the next step...Meeting with OB in November to get reassurance and then either have to stop worrying or get help for this anxiety.