idk what is going on so frustrating.

cbenj

About a month ago I had unprotected sex with a girl I met through friends. I actually had sex with her with a condom and then we had sex again and I didn't have another condom so we went unprotected. The next day I woke up and told my friend I had sex with her and he said to me "I hope you wore a condom" I asked him why and he just said "oh she sleeps around" nothing specific not that she had an std or anything. I am somewhat of a hypochondriac so I starting examining myself from then on out every minute possible throughout the day. I remember within him asking him if I wore a condom I started feeling symptoms. The next day I woke up and it almost felt like it was burning to pee so instantly I was like oh my god this isn't happening. I immediately contacted her and she took it very personally and reassured me she had nothing and would never have unprotected sex with me if she had something and would hope I wouldn't do it either with her. From then on out I was extrememly worried to the point where the anxiety consumed my life I couldn't think or do anything else - I live in the gym it has always been my life I couldn't even get myself to the gym I was so scared. Next couple days I started noticing dry flakey skin on foreskin and the tip of my penis then it turned into like dry scaley skin on the shaft too, it was very irritated and was stinging and burning in my clothes and I immediately lost my mind and told my mom. She took me to a clinic where they said "they saw nothing" and tested me for chlamydia and gonnorhea both negative. I went to a local hospital the next day and the doctor diagnosed me with a fungal infection and gave me nystatin cream and 2 diflucan pills. I tookt the antibiotics and used the cream very liberally. The pain mostly went away except for a little irritation - when I put the cream on the skin wasn't dry it just got very sticky. I stopped using the nystatin cream because it was thinning my skin and making it extremely wrinkly - I went to my family doctor who said she saw absolutely nothing and gave me some lotion she had in her office and sent me on my way obviously did nothing for me. I went to another clinic and demanded a blood test for herpes syphalis and hiv the herpes test was an igg test. The people at that clinic also said they saw nothing even tho the skin was scaley and irritated and I myself know this because it is my body and see changed and my skin was always soft and not irritated dry looking. I got the results back negative for herpes syphalis and hiv. So now I'm stuck with dry irritated skin all over my penis that gets irritated in clothes - have fordyce spots on my shaft always have they seem to get super irritated from the dry flakey skin. You can almost see lines on the shaft in the front where the scales are from the skin being so dry and when I sit and it folds up more it creates lines. The head gets very red and blotchy looking. When I pee when I am finishing it doesn't come all the way out it dribbles and when I "shake" it goes everywhere and seems to leak out of me for a while afterwards - same goes if I masturbate the I don't ejaculate as much as usual and it leaks out of me afterwards also and dries up on my urethra. Also when I masturbate the skin seems to get more irritated and then eventually goes down. I want my life back I can't take another minute of this - this is everyday of my life for the past month almost. Is it possible I have some type of infection on the inside effecting the outside or maybe allergic reaction to nystatin cream and antibiotics? I just want this over with I am severely depressed want my life back:( scheduled a urology appt

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