Be well soon!
http://mountelizabeth.com.sg/en/Disease-Treatment/Kidney-Disease/Your-Kidneys
I'm sure you are worried. Trust your doctors. I don't think dialysis hurts. My niece has been on dialysis for nearly 10 years now. She is on a transplant list, but she has a rare blood and it is taking awhile to get a kidney, but she has a job, she has 4 kids, a husband, and her spirits are high. Dialysis does not need to interupt your life. Just don't let it. I asked my niece how she feels after she has dialysis and she said it gives her energy, takes away the tiredness. Makes her feel better. Keep faith and do as the doctors say.