I have dealt with kidney stones since I was 14 years old (1999) and have passed around 300 since then. My last CT scan showed about 20 stones in my kidneys and I also know I have at least 5 stuck in both ureters that they can't see on imaging. October 1st, I passed one of the large stones that has been stuck since March. I have seen 3 different urologists over the years. The first one gave up on me after several years, the second was a complete A-hole and lied to an ER doctor (and also, my husband overheard him talking crap about me to the nurses when I was under anesthesia for a scope) so I fired him, and the last one told me flat out "There's nothing I can do for you, so don't come back." ER's treat me like a drug seeker because I have to go with almost every stone because the pain is completely unbearable. I'm so tired of hurting ALL THE TIME and dealing with this but I don't know what to do anymore. I'm out of options...and hope...at this point I just want to cut both of my kidneys out.