mixed emotions

[3girls0boys]

It appears as tho I am miscarrying an 8 week fetus. I'm feeling bad because I'm thankful not to have another butt to diaper or mouth to feed. I mean don't get me wrong if it would have stuck I would've diapered it and fed it and loved it but I've put myself thru almost 3 years of pregnancy and have a toddler who relies on my help with 95% of her needs and a 6 month old who needs 100% of me and a 4 year old who is feeling left out because the little ones need so much and she can do 70% for herself. So I'm sad because I'm glad not sure that makes since but I'm over the top emotional right now. Blah thanks for the vent space

[3girls0boys]

Blah, its been awhile so I'm sorry I didn't respond, been a lil up and down and have avoided anything everything and people on general. I'm feeling better I guess, sad yet happy , and so exhausted.. these kids are killing my habits of sleeping lol I swear they are really trying to see how little sleep they can give me and I can survive.. been getting only 3-5 hours a night for 6 months. And I'm sickened by some family members saying how the miscarriage was for the best, maybe it was but could we be a little more sympathetic just saying anyways thanks for your support ya'll rock

[tattoomommy03]

How are you doing? Feeling alright today?

[tomorrow264]

Its okay. Don't feel bad about how you feel. Its completely understandable how you are feeling. If I were to get pregnant now and miscarried I think I'd probably feel the same, sad but releaved.

[Flickan]

Im sorry :( what a trying time for you. Sending strength and peace.

[tattoomommy03]

Its OK to.feel a mixture of emotions. I'm sorry for your loss tho. Its still a painful thing to go thru regardless .. here for you if you wanna talk.

[Mizzztaylor]

That makes perfect sense. I'm sure your hormones are all over the place as well. It's ok to feel everything you are feeling.