I am wondering if you can firstly improve your computer skills and work more with that, thats what I have done , you can sell online ,that is very interesting and keeps you going, your Church volunteering sounds great, how are you with children I have a good English speaking Voice and I have been in demand to speak on varying subjects I am knowledgeable about, also telling childrens stories,especially at holiday times like about the first Thanks giving, and Christmas. .Stay positive it is the key to getting strong and better. Good Luck