first of all,thank you for your contribution and desire to help and educate.
Here is my question and problem that bothers me a lot in the last few days.
Last friday i went out with friends and got quite drunk(not proud of it).There are moments that are blank and i can't
remember everything.I have OCD and currently being treated for it.I am very scared i might have done something that i wouldn't normally in the right state of mind do and i am also scared someone might have infected me with hiv((pricked me with tainted blood or something)this is my main OCD obsession)).I know this is irrational fear and normally people wouldn't do such an awful thing but i am very scared.I barely sleep lately and feel very anxious and guilty for getting that drunk.
I would like to test myself as soon as possible for hiv and the fastest test with smallest window period seems to be the PCR test.I know i probably worry about nothing but please understand my fear and don't judge me too harsh.I am trying my very best to cope with it.
Can please someone tell me how reliable the PCR test is after let's say 12 days and should i go for it.
I apprecite every opinion and thank you all in advance.I know i have a psychological problem and i am trying to cope with it.I pray noone did anything bad on me.