Sorry, AUTOCORRECT. I meant Psychiatrist
If you can't pay for therapy or diagnosis you won't get therapy or a diagnosis. It isn't free. And if you think your Mom is getting into your business, just wait until you do see a therapist for a diagnosis. So I'm afraid you're going to have to talk to your Mom. I'm sure she's just trying to understand so she can help you, but mental problems can be rough, some, and sometime that includes parents, can be very judgmental about them or just don't believe in them. On the other hand, just feeling like things aren't what they should be doesn't sound like a mental illness, it just sounds like the normal fluctuations in life. If you describe things better and more completely you'll get better answers here and from your Mom than if you're vague. Is it anxiety? Do you think you're depressed? Are things just not going that well right now? It matters, because you don't know it now but you will soon, when you're 14 stuff changes really fast. You could feel great in a couple of months and this will be just a memory. On the other hand, if this has been going on for a long time, or if something traumatic has happened, that's again a different story. The more you tell your Mom, us, or your therapist, the better the help you can get.
How is it going angelrose? Was thinking of you. Hope you are doing okay. Make any progress with things?
Without money, you can't go to a Psychiatrist.
And you can't even talk about your parents, so try to contact your other family members, your uncle or aunt.
Tell them you have this kind of issue and you need help. Maybe they will help you.
Else you can borrow money from your friends and return it later.
At least your mother sounds like she is interested and wants to help you. Back when I was your age, I tried to talk to my mother and she acted like it was all on her and how she was a terrible mother and I shouldn't be feeling that way and I should 'pull myself up by my bootstraps" (what ever that means) and get over it and get on with my life. She didn't believe kids my age should have mental problems and had no reason to have any. So I suffered through on my own. So bite the bullet and talk to your mother or find another relative to talk to or perhaps your minister.