Hi everyone, im a severe migraine sufferer for 25 yrs with neck and back pain, and over the last 5 yrs they have truly intensified., ive had mri & eegs,done over the last few yrs, i see a neuro. who for the past 10 yrs or so, has prescribed my butorphanol 2 bottles a wk, demerol 2x daily, ativan 2mg 2x daily, oxycodone 325 for my neck/back pain 2x daily when needed & finally 7.5 mg of zopiclone to fall asleep as my body cant do it on its own. I've never got a "high" from any of these meds, if any thing, some nausea or i get abit tired. This reaction has been this way for about 5 or so yrs, im sure my body is needing these meds, but i dont think my mind does in the sense of abuser, as ive never used it to try to get a "high", my neuro has over the 25 yrs tried me on beta blockers, seizure meds, & honestly alot of stuff until these meds helped to take the pain away, Imitrex and alot of others made me horribly ill & other side effects. So im just curious if anyone else out there gets similar meds, in these doses. hoping all have a good day.