Had my first ultrasound today. I am supposed to be 8 weeks, and we did come to that conclusion based on the crown to rump size, however the transvaginal ultrasound did not show a heart beat. I'm sick to my stomach from this. I got another blood test, and it said my hCG levels were over 240,000, which is normal for 8 weeks, meaning if my baby is dead, it must have died within the last week or so. I don't really know what to do. All I know is this would probably be my third miscarriage, so I'm starting to lose hope in the idea that I can even bear children. All I can do at this point is wait and find out if it's a non viable pregnancy and if so, if it will take care of itself. How do I keep myself busy until then? I can't even sleep.