Danielle,
Good Luck, I hope everything goes well. Please do keep us updated.
Just remember to meet it head on, no flinching - Good, or otherwise you can face it.
If this pampered little boy can keep it on the ropes for this long, I know it will be no match for you.
Again Good Luck!
-CJoseph
Cjoseph- one last thing. You are a strong person and I really hope I have your attitude on whatever is wrong.
Sorry guys I didn't even realize how much I typed until after I posted.
I really appreciate all the support. I have a month before the mri and I think it might be the longest month ever!
I have had the eye pain and really bad headaches for a long time. Maybe 5 or 6 years and I've always just ignored it. The weird pain and numbness is new. I can't even text because my fingers don't move fast enough. I luckily have a speak to text on my phone.
Cjoseph- I can't imagen thinking it was a brain tumor. I guess there really is worse things then ms, if I even have it. More then anything I just want to know what's wrong. I have a good friend with ms and he lives most days completely fine.
Thank you all for the responses. I'll keep everyone updated on what the Dr says and if anyone has anymore good advise please do share.
Thank you :)
Hi....
I am new to this all too! When I first posted by in Sept, I put my whole story into one big paragraph... I didn't realize how hard it was to read! Now I am paragraph-breaking too!!
To be honest..I haven't finished reading your post yet....(I keep reading the same line over again!)
It is much easier for all/most of us to read posts that are broken up...that way you are assured you are understood and more of us will be able to read it ALL the way through :)......
Laurie :)
Hi Danielle,
Danielle, have you been told by any doctors what your options or chances of an MS diagnosis might be?
Now Just wait for a moment and think about this "first hand account".
Early in '93 I was having some outlandish things going on with me. Visual, sensory, physical, super painful - a whole pantheon of 'CRAP', and I went to the doctors, and was tested for this and for that and the other thing.
And I was told by not just one of those physicians that I had a choice as I waited for the last of the many, many tests to come back. I was told that I had either a Brain Tumor or Multiple Sclerosis.
Now what do you think. That's right. I Wished. And I fell to my knees and prayed until my voice ached.
And do you know what happened - I WON THE GOD DAMN LOTTERY!!! - That's right - once my MRI's and spinal tap came back I had MS. You can imagine how revealed I was.
Now since then I have had actually every symptom the books and articles talk of, including but not limited to not being able to the inability to stand, speak, and four months of the constant unending sensation of my skin being flayed from my body.
But you know what, I still drop to my knees and thank God that I HAD MS.
You see, during those four months of excruciating parenthesis torture my Daughter was born and although she had less than a 7% chance of survival (due to sever gastroscesis).
By the way she is now due to enter college next year and as strong as an ox but minus a bellybutton. AND her sister and brother are tough as nails as well.
Danielle, This diagnosis if it is MS is by no means an end to anything. As far as endings are considered; after diagnosis, I have takin' up rock climbing - white water rafting - cliff diving - sky diving - anything that I was told I couldn't and shouldn't do.
Now, after 20 years of fighting I have come to using a cane, and though It does help me, I can't stand to even look and the f 'ing' thing.
My advice today, after so many years of fighting is to find a good neurologist and listen, BUT critique, question, and finally make your own decision. They can give advise, But it is you, you body, your feelings. YOU MAKE THE DECISION!! as to how everything goes. Please do not ever forget that.
I am sorry if I went on to extreme but I wish you the best. no matter what the diagnosis,
Best regards,
CJoseph
To give you the symptoms of ms would take a book!
Am sorry you are having so many problems. No not panic over the MRI, they are painless and if you have anxiety, they can give you a drug; they usually us xanax and ask you to bring a driver.
To put you at ease, your symptoms do not sound like MS. They seem to be bilateral which is not how MS usually starts and not as abruptly as you described.
Welcome to our forum but would you please break up your post into paragraphs, many of us cannot comprehend or focus that long on text, we need the "breaks" inbetween, whether they meet grammer or english rules or not!