I am a 50 yr old female. I have suffered from depression most of my life, as well as chronic migraines with aura. I starting having a slight stuttering and memory fog about 2 yrs ago, in June of last year I really started having issues, getting up from my desk I had to hold on, I had to wait to walk or I'd fall. I was losing words, calling things the wrong words, mixing words up.
I have urine backing up in both kidneys, so then I get sudden need to use the bathroom, which I had but now it's worse.
My hands have lost their ability to grip much, it's a struggle to open a cap on soda or milk. Or they may shake when I point or write, I've gotten to not using big sharp knives as I've now cut myself twice.
I get this weird humming/buzzing/vibration in my belly area.
I get exhausted sweeping and mopping my kitchen, I have to go sit down, if I push to much I have to lay down, every day!
I have balance issues, a constant ache in my left ear with ringing, buzzing or 'the ocean' sound. Noises bother me, smells bother me, sometimes my food tastes sour.
I don't get the zap tipping my neck, I feel like is pulling really hard.
I was positive for Romberg sign (ataxia)
My CNP sent me for an MRI of neurological and cognitive impairment. the MRI said white matter foci at the T2 and something FLAIR in the frontal lobes, that MS needed to be investigated even if the 'spots' seemed inconsistent with MS.
She sent me to a neurologist (2 month wait)...the first visit he said I probably had dementia, push on my arms, about pulled me off the table by my legs, he ordered an EEG.
Second visit to neurologist (3 week wait) he did the EEG, said I had dementia, prescribed Aricept and depakote, referred me to psychological evaluation.
I went to the evaluation(after 7 weeks), did the tests, waited 8 weeks for the results.
Third visit to the neurologist, he flipped the report to the last page, he looks up says you are just depressed. I am sending you back to your CNP, I don't need to see you again, I don't deal with depression, only memory and headaches, I gave you meds for those.
The neuro psyche eval says I am depressed, panic disorder and probably mild vascular neurocognitive disease (based on the MRI). I tested in 'normal' range for most of it, but the whole report is inconsistent, as it says I have some sort of visual memory impairment, which dropped my scores down low. I scored lower on some memory recall...etc.
To make it more annoying, I worked in a law office for 5 years, the last two years I got worse, back in May a repairman came in, I showed him the electric/Phone box in the back room, he said u mm, well what is being done about all this black mold, I said what? He said this stuff is toxic, it's every where. I took pictures, it was coming out of the walls, ceilings, door frames of the entire building. My bosses (father and son) pretty much said it was all in my head when I asked for testing of the mold itself and the air.
I finally tested the mold myself, it is stachybotrus!
In August I quit.
The doctors here said it has nothing to do with anything.......
Do I give up even trying to get a MS diagnosis? mold poisoning? After all I'm just depressed with white matter disease (dementia), right?
Thanks for reading and any thoughts.