Thank you all so much for all your prayers & support! Each & everyone of you are priceless to me. I was just thinking yesterday instead of fretting & worrying so much that I need to count my blessings. This road has been so hard as many of you know but I know God has a purpose so I started thinking of the ways He has blessed me through these hard times. If not for this illness I would not have met alot the wonderful people I have met (this means all of you!!)! I know some might think I'm totally nuts for praising God for an illness but I have grown closer to Him & even in financial dire straits He has always provided what we have needed, I have lost those who weren't real true friends in the 1st place but God has replaced them with twice as many that are supportive,caring, & compassionate. I know eventually I will find out whats going on inside my body & believe me patience isn't my strong suit! My grandmothers passing is really hard to take as she raised me so she was more like my Mom but she had suffered so long & died peacefully in her sleep. Although my human selfish side will mourn , I know she's in Heaven with my Grandpa having a celebration & that God was merciful in ending her suffering. Thank you so much for the notes, messages, & kind words! Words can't express how much you all mean to me! God bless you each & everyone! I love you all!