Dear, fist I want to wish you all strength and well being and to keep fighting a good fight. I have a couple of questions here. First, I will try to be short, just so you can have some picture about my story. 2014- muscles are getting tired easily, while chewing, walking etc. Saw neurologist - everything clean.2016. started getting weird feeling in right eye when I wake up during night. For a couple of minutes I see things dimmer and darker than on the other eye. Eye exam okay. In 2019 eye twitch for couple of weeks and resolved. Until 2019, some tiredness, some shakiness here and there, nothing so worrisome. 2019. tremors of hand while yawning, feeling of shaking while slowly lowering raised hands, back shakes while slowly bending, and I felt all muscles shaking while lifting weights. Some occasional cramps, twitching started all around body, jerking etc. (Twitching and other happened after I read about ALS and MS). My eye still from time to time felt weird during night and sometimes during day it seemed like I see slighlty different colours. I had eye exam, everything was okay. I went to two neurologist then, exam was normal and okay, did all bloogwork, emng and tnt test and came back fine. In meantime until today tremors and shakiness intensified and now I tremor a lot. Even my lips when I am blowing in coffee or soup, or smiling longer. My neck feels so heavy and tremors easily. My back a couple of years ago would tremor only when I am in like half of a abs exercise position, but now my trunk shakes if I lift it up just a little bit from lying poisition. I have pins and needles, I am fatigued. I from time to time have perceived slurring. In last 6 months a have had a lot of stress situations (deaths, now my sisters child has leukemia, she is my sun and it will be a long fight) so all symptoms flared up a lot. My question is, is this it? Am I going to deteorate progressivly now until I am bed ridden in a couple of months? I am 30 years old and my parent would not survive all this circumstances with my sisters daughter and if they have to take care of me. I am so scared to speak with them because they cannot take it anymore, and it just adds to my symptoms. Am I finished?